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et⋅cetera is where everything else resides, lies and can be found and here is my et cetera

'I think I'm in a very precarious situation' that was two nights ago and I was falling asleep with images in my mind - MRI it and you will see regions of burning volcanoes so red it resembles death and violence, but if you look closely it disappears so quickly. I was thinking also, if anyone's misguided demeanor could encourage a mad rush of endorphins and complicate a swelling euphoria that is all very venomous, dangerous yet perversely intoxicating and enjoyable? tricky little things, you devious mischievous and playful molecules of emotions!

You see, I was trying to answer without using yes/no - because either one looks harsh, embittered and jealous of each other, it was like murder and interrogation and it was exactly like a shard of ice tearing into soft, pale skin that you could almost picture drops of scarlet blood in a slush of snow. All too terrifying. Everything could end, and what did I say?

(and i could not even say 'i don't know')

I said no and if one day you find out the truth, I hope you will forgive me

Sometimes I'm glad no one understand what I'm saying! That's meant to be humorous, btw.