I'm not particularly apologetic but maybe just regretful, maybe hopeful, maybe elated in an illogical way that things have decided to descend in such a curious motive.
I wanted to say happiness isn't a choice. Happiness comes by default. Happiness comes whenever it favors your condition. It either comes or it doesn't. There's no choosing in this, no weighted options. But you wouldn't understand me. Just like you wouldn't understand what I'm actually trying to say is that
this is more frightening than I have ever imagined (and I wish I could tell you but I can't, so happiness isn't really a choice)
don't listen don't speak don't talk don't waste words - let's hear the silence that comforts us because it's the only way not to get hurt
sorry but I am not sorry. This week has been just........
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