breakfast at tiffany's/long black
strawberry dipped chocolate at max brenner's
I'm actually on a fast right now (and for the next 12 hours) because I'm having my blood sample taken tomorrow. Come to think of it, I've never really been scared of needles - not up to the point where I hyperventilate and faint like Sim - and they're pretty much okay for me. I'm having my second headache in a row, popping aspirins isn't quite very effective after the headache has been hanging around since morning you see :(
Anyway, school photography is coming up! I am excited :))) But I don't know what to submit! Supposedly, the special "theme" this year is Rhythm and don't you think it's quite vague? Rhythm of life, sounds. But I have a few ideas in my head and I'm submitting a few photojournalism themed ones and a portrait perhaps? (hehehehehe Michie you are in one of them!)
My exams actually start in 2 weeks and the threatening thing is that the course marks count towards my Uni score!!!! *cue eerie music* Let me actually elaborate and boast a bit, because I'm taking A-levels equivalent for my Bio course. You see, the thing with Bio is, it's a love-hate relationship. Love: because it sounds cool when you know that phagocytes are your first line of defence in the immune system and MS sounds waaaaay cooler when you speak Bio jargon. Hate: I understand nothing of it. And the worst part is, I don't even feel guilty for not knowing any of it. But not without a reason! Bio for two hours on a friday afternoon is a killer. (!!!!!)
I shall retire and do pointless things which exclude anything to do with Bio :)
edit/ Of all the reasons I get upset for, this one is quite intolerable. This is beyond exasperation and I'm not only talking about the sickening optimism. That fake cheerfulness is bringing you nowhere because you don't mean it. The whole repertoire of acts, all the fiddling with desperation and disrespect. The cold-blooded unmeaningful apology is not going to work this time. In fact, you won't even have enough trust in anyone for them to believe you. I am angry for that. I am angry for the irresponsible, mindless and thoughtless exclaims. I am angry because of the negligence of the wrongs, the excuses made every damn time sense is being said and yet is being hopelessly ignored. I am angry because of insincerity of every word.
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Anyway, school photography is coming up! I am excited :))) But I don't know what to submit! Supposedly, the special "theme" this year is Rhythm and don't you think it's quite vague? Rhythm of life, sounds. But I have a few ideas in my head and I'm submitting a few photojournalism themed ones and a portrait perhaps? (hehehehehe Michie you are in one of them!)
My exams actually start in 2 weeks and the threatening thing is that the course marks count towards my Uni score!!!! *cue eerie music* Let me actually elaborate and boast a bit, because I'm taking A-levels equivalent for my Bio course. You see, the thing with Bio is, it's a love-hate relationship. Love: because it sounds cool when you know that phagocytes are your first line of defence in the immune system and MS sounds waaaaay cooler when you speak Bio jargon. Hate: I understand nothing of it. And the worst part is, I don't even feel guilty for not knowing any of it. But not without a reason! Bio for two hours on a friday afternoon is a killer. (!!!!!)
I shall retire and do pointless things which exclude anything to do with Bio :)
edit/ Of all the reasons I get upset for, this one is quite intolerable. This is beyond exasperation and I'm not only talking about the sickening optimism. That fake cheerfulness is bringing you nowhere because you don't mean it. The whole repertoire of acts, all the fiddling with desperation and disrespect. The cold-blooded unmeaningful apology is not going to work this time. In fact, you won't even have enough trust in anyone for them to believe you. I am angry for that. I am angry for the irresponsible, mindless and thoughtless exclaims. I am angry because of the negligence of the wrongs, the excuses made every damn time sense is being said and yet is being hopelessly ignored. I am angry because of insincerity of every word.
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