July 31, 2008

Measuring Happiness

Happiness is such a hard word to define, sometimes even harder then love. You know to love is to love and live and all that, but you never really know when you're happy. Happy happy happy happy jazzy snappy crazily happy woohoo tiptop happiness. I think it's mostly because happiness is like a ghost, slipping in and out of our lives so often we take it for granted a lot.

Boo:

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This week has been really really hard because I'm still sick as I was on the weekend, and then I spent a lot of in-between time thinking about the things are that important. I asked a media journalist if what she was earning was enough to sustain a living? She said it was enough to pay her bills. The future is beginning to scare me. Writing and sciences are such vast differences, and you just don't know what to do.

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And then I'm heading out to check different universities soon because we need to prioritize the things we are doing in it. I have now free pens and postcards from the expo the other night, I think we're getting more on Sunday.

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I digress. Look at this! Min told me to caption it the Jon-you-owe-me-rm10-face! He then said something like "Min your hip is very sharp"

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I've been consuming more tea lately. I need to restock on strawberry tea! And btw, Starbucks > Gloria Jean's any day.

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And this is quite tasty but I don't think I'm very much of a Friday's person you see.

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And the week is not over yet.

July 30, 2008

Presence is everything.

July 26, 2008

Photopsych

1. A picture of you at the most unique environment:

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Tying my shoelaces on a street in Barcelona. I realise my laces are often undone.

2. A picture of you at somewhere you dislike :

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Melbourne freakin' airport. I hate you, the lady at the counter with cranky attitude, refusals to give even a measly 'fragile' sticker, tiny little puny place where I roamed at 2am because our flight was delayed for 48 hours while traveling back to KL, and they have only basically two main levels and small space. Pfft. Not even a decent coffee place. Sheesh.

3. A picture of you with someone that means a lot to you :

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He is my muse, my inspiration, my way of life. The one who aspires me to strive for more, teaches me the art of living. Yet I don't know who he is.

4. A picture of you with your best smile ( mouth open) :

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Pretty little bodum coffee makers-thing. And just after when I got my haircut. So short!

5. A picture of you with your best smile (mouth closed) :

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Because I look good in this. Sophisticated enough eventhough it isn't alcohol but Strawberry Crush is fine.

6. A picture of you with your lamest pose :

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"Unsex"-ed (Lady Macbeth is my heroine) with Nicola and Vania's fluffy love cuffs. ;) ;) wink wink nudge nudge.

7. A picture of you with a person that stands on the top of your heart :

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mom + dad. Aw FAMILY = father and mother ily. (see I've watched that movie twice and I didn't cry.)

8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff :

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I realise I do not own any soft toys at the moment and the ones I do have are kept because I was moving to Melbourne and we decided to keep it away. So here's a cute mint cupcake which is rm4 and sometimes I am convinced I can make better cupcakes than Cuppacakes.

9. A picture of you in white shirt :

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With Hannananana :) And her beeeaautiful ikea-fied room. But of course, she's prettier :D

10. A candid picture with you and your friends :

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Jesus Christ. I look like I'm down for a heave-ho, whatever that means. Good candid.

So here are the good and embarassing photos. Goodbye now.

July 20, 2008

C'est La Vie

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I have an obsolete affair with Paris, the consequences of this mindless proliferation is a devious shapeshifter, too soft on some days, like baby’s skin yet is one that exudes an elementary modern edge. This city is fashionable in its receptacle of vogue art and metro stations; and I am huddled between the seams of Quarter Latin, their tiny sleeves open up to even newer surprises which existed long before me.

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I will describe everything as crème coloured and milky, in which I will dissolve slowly into the tedious rush of amnesia, memory and time. Again and again, a repeating cycle that never ends because this is what we call forever, the peak hour and barricades of train stations, the multitude lines to take – are we on the right train? – the endless shuffle of feet, put one foot in front of the other and walk and walk and walk. Walking doesn’t seem to make much sense, and in every corner I find histories before me which carry lullabies of sorrow, love and contentment and they are finally cradled in the ripples of the Seine.

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We walk Champs-Elysées basked in pre-dusk twilight, flocks of Asians on tour groups, tourists, the wet-market of the prestigious and elegant 101 Avenue des Champs-Elysées – or the luxurious Louis Vuitton – hot and steamy with upbeat, crispy translators in languid motion *whip* here’s the design you wanted to see madame or yes you can get tax return at so and so amount in the airport certainly, the airy and humid surrounds everyone’s credit cards (Visa, Masters or Amex?) and off you swipe.

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Then off to previous day’s quiet events of navigating through rues to get to the Louvre, getting lost on the way to visit Mona Lisa only to find that she’s miniscule and protected beneath a bulletproof glass case, where we start to doubt if this is the real painting. Leonardo certainly has his eye for art, mystery woman and her sexuality.

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Tour de Champs (the Eiffel Tower!) was surreal. Revisiting it after twelve and a half years, this sturdy metal stands still, transcends far into time, the queues long; photographers’ take famous pictures, and I travelled for the second time, 13 hours to see this monumental piece of art, almost avant-garde and muses for inspiration, temperate and near to denim skies, for a second all the important things in life: jealousy or confidence doesn’t matter. The scene under those Parisian skies have an immediate effect, they instill euphoric inducing adrenaline, every single heartfelt emotion welded into one single entity. You hear the sounds of accordion, colliding into a serene orchestra.

C’est magnifique! It really is, more so when dipped in chic à la mode and your whole raison d’être here might even be a trompe l'œil like a René Magritte artwork. Momentarily, I find myself transposed into lala-land tranquility.

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Nighttime in Paris is the peak of everything else, the freezing weather draws in on us as gloomy and dull but the shops are plastered with Soldes signs everywhere, which brightens everything up again. I drink café au lait breakfast, lunch and evening; caffeine is the source of energy as we tread through streets and slopes, every wicked postcard image. The coffee gets cold after a while, and I don’t have warm hands to hold, but we walk and find a restaurant to eat. The white wine mussels inebriates fatigued jet-lag, and with all the warm moisture, we are drunk and happy.

The most wonderful thing in Paris are the libraire (b-b-b-ookshops) but I will forever hate myself for always passing one but not going into one, the shelves seemed to be stocked with an Alice-in-Wonderland delight, the satisfaction of a discovery.

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Versailles was equally bold, in all its grandeur with its previous tenants: Marie Antoinette! – let them eat cake! And oh the glorious interior; hall of mirrors, the chambers of the royal family, the famous bird eye view of the gardens, slowly diminishing into the vanishing point of vertical perspective and the horizon, the glamour and the glitz in the renaissance, everything and everyone. I walked grounds all these people who died before me walked, but now their lives exposed to us; private, little news and personal lives. Some tragic, some heroic but stemmed out from sheer amazement.

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This city is full of different forms, a primitive joy or an amorous feat; people weaving their way in and through each other, everyone inevitably connected to one another, open ended stories with swanky furnishings, montages of life and death in merry-go-round circles, but it’s because of that exists the joie de vivre excelled with recherché ambitions and rapture. And tis what we say, c’est la vie.

July 16, 2008

Tea Party

Last Friday,

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My hair looks reddish and everyone loves the Swedish horse.