christmas in july

Maybe Christmas in July will make me feel better.

rains a lot this time of year

for a second there i thought you disappeared



i wish you would've put yourself in my suitcase



standing all alone in a black coat



and if you shake her heart enough she will appear

Do Me A Favour

I really need to stop forgetting things you are so far away and maybe that explains why i live two hours removed from the current reality
sigh

I'm going to make a list of my favorite words soon and I'll share it! What say you?

We have mango pudding in the house now. Now all I need is some pan mee.

"stop and wait a sec when you look at me like that my darling, what did you expect?"

pack/pick are a letter apart

hey, I have a sore arm

GULING GULING

Another night of aimless slacking that resulted in

"Inilah cara kita berguling!"

which of course, came from the famous glamsoulm8 duo!


What a great way to commemorate my 200th post! You know "I fancy you with a passion kerana kamu adalah Puteri Kedai Tertinggi!"

Oh, and if anyone is interested but I told almost everyone anyway, I decided to quit coffee because it makes me severely depressed and I just sit and stone and listen intently to conversations and turn numb. Which is not really good.

Ok end.

Asleep

I am very tempted to not sleep tonight. Today, whatever. Since it's midnight right now now now. But I wouldn't know what to do if I stayed up and I'd probably end up falling asleep sitting or cross-legged.

Okay I think I miss having red nails. My iPod is also making this creaky noise but I don't know why. And I'm supposed to memorize crap for my exams but I'm not doing it. I mean, I could do all those things but I don't want to.

A brief escape:

Just because I feel like it. And because I can't seem to go anywhere at the moment.

I'll just go to bed just because I have to now.

meet me in montauk

Joel: I can't see anything I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will, you will think of things and I'll get bored with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: Okay.

Okay.

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a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t you we w x why z

circumnavigate the globe

I still live in the two days of last weekend. This is one of them..... (stolen off soulm8's flickr)

say hello

So it comes down to this. Hugging my knees in the cold, differences of letters in words; live and love: should be my bedside motto, and I could thrive on it and nothing else..... leaving living: leaving to live. ok so I don't make much sense because sleep isn't favoring me and you can't help it. fifth time's the charm to make you realise everything is only sustained by thread, and the whole world holds their breath and watches in silence. Handle with care is a damn good caption for fragile stickers, they should make it for people as well. So you wait and wait and wait and wait and you cry, listening to songs all day in your room with the heater on and you don't know what you are waiting for

go away and come back again, leave and say hello again, again then again then again

hello. this time, don't leave

Morning Greeting

I'm actually trying to say something relatively positive before the inebriation wears off but unfortunately I have nothing to say.

Did you know

I talk to myself in public a lot? Especially when I'm alone.

I've finished Season 1 of Pushing Daisies which is some good pie there! And then that's it. I actually need to starting thinking about packing but the thought of it depresses me and I refuse to do anything so I can't do anything right now because I feel tired but do you know I'm actually waiting for something but it isn't happening either which adds to me being acutely moody for the past two days

which sucks. Which I can't do anything about. Ha.

Everything is happening simultaneously coincidentally quickly days collide words spoken too fast or forgotten which one hurts more I don't know I forget the date on purpose but hey tell me if it's working because I don't think it is. When I said guilt feels awful, I meant it - gut-wrenching, heart defying, a mistake too soon but here we are

I'm watching it and I hope you are too

Alphabets

I will ask you if you have ever let go of your life like you would when you release strings of balloons from your palm I'll tell you secrets are dangerous creatures that crawl into life unsuspectingly and finally I'll tell you that love will either save or destroy you

I love you in a peculiar way

I love you from the inside out

I love you because you're unaware

I love you by the constellations

I love you by the seasons

I love you by my youth

I love you by unfounded reasons

I love you because it's hard to say

What will you tell me?

jack and the beanstalk

a mess mess mess a huge mess

full (of kisses)

"I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

if you love me won't tell me so

a mess that is addictive

Money Money Money

Behold! People who are stingier than me (yes Nicola! Can you believe it?)

One says with an agape mouth, ohmygod we must find the cheapest ice cream; the other looks lovingly at the variety of desserts available in a "I will just look to feel full" way; and well, the last one... doesn't really give a damn and will just finish off his shake-shake.

We finally settled for... Gino's (Giant's Home Brand!) Choc & Vanilla ice cream into cinema number 6. I didn't know how it tasted though, since I didn't have any.

On the other hand, we watched Transformers. Malaysia airlines was in the opening scenes btw, well the logo was. The cinema laughed at the all-too-obvious jokes, I laughed at the subtle irony and humor thrown towards the US Government. ..... yeah, please don't look at me weird.

The End.

BRB

highlights so far: five dollars pearl cuffs, star wars lightsaber app (I even updated my status on facebook if you haven't already noticed), the perks of being a wallflower, ice cream